The darkest and gloomiest edges of my existence found you and shared with you my darkest, gloomiest and murkiest self. It showed you all of the contusions, all of the scars, all of the wounds of my soul and let you put the healing balm on them to watch the flowers bloom on my wounds.
But to my shock and horror, you scratched them even more by displaying them out to the ruthless world without thinking twice. You displayed myself to people, making me believe that my first and only try at trusting people was the biggest fallacy of my existence. Now I shiver with terror whenever someone wants to take a peak on these wounds because the memory of what you did to them is too thick to leave me. The distrust is an obstinate phenomenon and it won't leave me no matter how hard I try. You couldn't grow the flowers on my wounds but the lesson you taught me about the distrustful nature of human beings would remain with me forever.
But to my shock and horror, you scratched them even more by displaying them out to the ruthless world without thinking twice. You displayed myself to people, making me believe that my first and only try at trusting people was the biggest fallacy of my existence. Now I shiver with terror whenever someone wants to take a peak on these wounds because the memory of what you did to them is too thick to leave me. The distrust is an obstinate phenomenon and it won't leave me no matter how hard I try. You couldn't grow the flowers on my wounds but the lesson you taught me about the distrustful nature of human beings would remain with me forever.
For few TRUST is just a five letter word and for others it means the world... and there are times when you consider a lesson as soul-mate.
ReplyDeleteCouldn't agree more. It's a shame how people think they can get away with it, not knowing what disaster of a human being they leave behind after breaking their trust.
DeleteAnother brilliant post!
ReplyDeleteThank you!
DeleteO this piece talks so much that I have in my heart! And you worded it so perfectly! Incredible it is..
ReplyDeleteCheers
Your heart must be in shambles. Thank you!
DeleteI know it's easier said than done, but you'll be fine. Love is a beautiful thing to happen to anyone, I hope it finds you real soon! :)
ReplyDeleteI hope so too. Look forward for it to happen.
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